okay, so welcome to my microblog! i said i was going to start working on it, but i never did. so, screw it, i decided to just make a naked page. hopefully eventually this page is actually properly formatted and looks nice. but for right now, you're looking at a website in almost its rawest form. how intimate!
i frequently think about how awful i am at comforting people when they're distressed. i try, i really do try! but i just am not that good at it. if someone was going to kill themselves and i was the only person who could stop them, i feel they likely wouldn't survive for 10 minutes. and that both makes me sad and stresses me out...
i noticed that ever since i made the post yesturday about wanting to buy a new phone, whenever my phone is on the hose it charges much slower than before, sometimes to the point of draining quicker than charging even while im not using it. while i wouldn't put it past apple to actually make my phone charge slower suddenly, its more than likely because im using a new outlet.
i think if i was to get a new phone i would get like an older android, but im worried about updates. if i had to keep an iPhone though i would get an iPhone se
basically i don't want to spend more than $150 on a phone, but the most i will spend is $300, maybe $350
my discord client now has a persistent sidebar showing people in my friends list who are online. one of the features of this sidebar is that it groups people in the same voice channel, something i don't want to know. thankfully you can disbale this. however, today discord made it so it still shows a little speaker icon next to the avatar of someone in a voice channel.
when will this ever end.
there is just too much happening right now. it feels like any second the world will stop. ive been listening to The World's Canvern 1, which i found through the Super Dram World 3 ROM hack for Super Mario World. but right now im pooping in the gender neutral school bathroom.